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  “You were just that desperate?”

  I felt my cock jump, and my cheeks flush hot for the millionth time of the night.

  “Yes,” I said, my breath a whisper. “Yes, I was so fucking desperate.”

  He moaned as if he was satisfied with my answer. “You can take away the sheet, you know. If you want to. I definitely… wouldn’t mind,” he said.

  “Are you sure?” I said.

  “Oh, God yes, Ethan. If I can be completely honest, I’ve been thinking about how sexy you are all day.”

  “Sexy?” I said, unable to contain my surprise, even in this most strange of moments.

  But he looked straight at me, nodding. He was serious. “Yeah. Are you fucking kidding me, Ethan? You have that dark, brooding, mysterious thing—God, it’s wild. And if you need any more proof, I mean….” He pointed down at his hard cock pressing through his pants.

  “Wow,” was all I could say. I realized my hands were shaking, and yet somehow I summoned the will to reach up, gripping the sheet, and throwing it aside.

  “Oh my God,” Tommy uttered, looking at me. “That fucking cock, Ethan. I’m sorry—I just—wow. I saw it before, but it wasn’t enough time to see how it’s… it’s gorgeous.”

  I felt hot all over. I looked down at my cock, still in my hand, and saw that I was leaking so much precum.

  “Wow, you must have been pretty turned on,” he said. “May I…?”

  He reached out a hand, and I nodded at him, sure that I was in some incredible, amazing dream.

  With my permission he touched the tip of his finger to the tip of my cock, dragging it through the shiny precum, trailing a circle around the head. It shot right through me, and I let out a shuddering moan.

  “Fuck, Tommy,” I said, my voice a near whimper. “It’s… it’s because of you, actually.”

  He looked up at me, surprised. “What? What do you mean?”

  Shame flooded me again, but I’d said too much to turn back now. “I… that thing you said, earlier….”

  “What thing?” he asked, his finger still teasing the tip of my cock, driving me to near insanity with the ever-present gentle touch.

  “You said you… suck cock,” I said, plain and simple. “And I… I couldn’t help but picture it.”

  “Mmmhh,” he moaned, gazing at mine. “Yes, I do. I’ll help you with picturing it, Ethan.”

  And then he bent down and pressed his lips around the head, like I’d pictured before but somehow infinitely better. I gasped involuntarily and it gave way to a deep groan, and I shakily released my own hand from the base of my cock to give him more room. He slowly sank down onto me, moving lower and lower, until his lips met the base.

  “Oh God,” I said.

  He hummed around me, moving back up and then swirling his tongue around the tip before plunging back downward.

  I realized that the door was still wide open. This was definitely bad, I knew—but the entire train car was just comprised of students in our class, so I knew they were down in the dining car and probably wouldn’t come back here anytime soon.

  Probably.

  But I still got a hot thrill from realizing that Tommy, the most popular guy in our class, was sitting and sucking my cock right now, and anyone could walk by and see.

  “You know the door’s still open, right?” I said.

  He pulled off of my cock and looked into my eyes. “Fuck it,” he said, and then his mouth was on me again as he lowered down, keeping his eyes to mine.

  I moaned and felt my cock throb as I realized that he also didn’t care if the door was open. Actually, it seemed more like he enjoyed the idea. Was it possible that somehow I’d just discovered Tommy was as fucked up as I was? I had never tried to have public, or semi-public sex before, but it was turning me on immensely.

  “Someone could walk by and see you doing this,” I whispered to him, as he bobbed up and down on me. I heard him moan in pleasure and then watched as he reached down to his jeans, unbuttoning them and pushing a hand down into them.

  “Oh my God that is so hot,” I said, watching him start to touch himself while he sucked me off. I had already been so close but now I was even closer, watching him like that in front of me.

  “Part of me was glad that you caught me,” I said. Somehow in the haze of alcohol and confidence my filter had disappeared, and I wanted to tell Tommy every awful thing that came to my mind. He responded so goddamn well. I watched as he pulled down his pants more fully, exposing his cock and giving him easier access to stroke himself.

  “Oh my God, you look incredible,” I said, in awe. “You’re… you’re really fucking big, Tommy.”

  He pulled off my cock again just long enough to half-smile at me and say, “You’re bad, Ethan,” before going down again.

  “You’re worse,” I said, bucking my hips up into his mouth. “You could have left, when you saw me in here with my cock in my hand. But you didn’t. You stayed.”

  He hummed around me in affirmation.

  “And not only that, you got hard from it,” I said. “You loved it.”

  “Mmhm,” came his reply from around my cock.

  I looked to the open door and then down to him again. “I’m not even gonna stop if someone walks by,” I said, and I couldn’t even believe what was coming out of my mouth. “I’m just gonna let them stand there and stare as you take my cock.”

  Tommy moaned loudly around me, and I watched as his hand on his own cock moved faster. His moaning only got more intense and then in an instant, he pulled his mouth off me.

  “Oh God—Ethan—” he stuttered, and sort of collapsed forward between my knees, shuddering as he came onto his own stomach and shirt.

  “Oh my God, Tommy, wow,” I said, my eyes flying open. His breath was hard and fast, and he leaned against my inner thigh and looked up at me.

  “I’m so sorry,” he said, breathless. “It was just—so fucking hot—”

  “Don’t even think you have to apologize for that,” I said, slowly bringing my hand back down to my own cock. I knew that once he was spent he might not have any more interest in me, so I figured I’d finish myself off.

  “What are you doing?” he said, batting my hand away.

  And then he climbed over me on the bed—kicking off his pants—and leaned over me to press his lips against mine. And despite everything, that might have been the most surprising thing that happened that night. His kiss was sweet for the first moment, then quickly grew deep as I opened to allow his tongue to press in. Still shaking, I reached my arms around him and laced my hands into his hair, pulling him close to me as we kissed. What we’d been doing before was hot, but this felt shockingly intimate—kissing someone I’d had a crush on for years. Someone who I’d just made come, simply by talking to him.

  He broke the kiss and whispered to me. “I want you to come in my mouth.”

  I nodded, my breath shaky, as he returned to my cock.

  “I’m—Tommy, I’m so close, just warning you. I’m gonna come so quick.”

  “Like you said, if someone walks by,” he said, fixing me with a glint in his eye, “I’m not fucking stopping. Come in my mouth, Ethan.”

  I let out a helpless groan as he wrapped his mouth around me again, this time using his hand around the base to pump me as he sucked me off. The combined sensations were incredible, and already I knew I was about to lose control. I felt pleasure so intense it almost was painful, a radiating feeling building between my legs as his tongue lapped against me. A noise rose up from my throat that I couldn’t control—I didn’t even realize it was happening at first—and between broken breaths I finally uttered a few words.

  “I’m—oh God, I’m—”

  And then I felt it rushing through me as I came into his mouth, my hands gripped around his head as he squeezed around me and all I felt was him. It was so different from other times, from any other time—because as far away as I felt, as totally fucking gone as I was, I was still so acutely aware through every mom
ent that it was Tommy’s mouth, his hands. Something I’d fantasized about for years, and here he was, swallowing around me and licking me clean.

  As I slowly came back to my thoughts, he was lingering on me—he pulled his mouth away, but his hand still rested, warm and sure, around the base of my cock, as he ran a hand up my thigh and onto my stomach, under my shirt.

  I leaned across the tiny room and slid the door shut, reaching over and then settling back onto the bed.

  “That was fucking stupid of us,” I said, smiling at him serenely.

  “Absolutely. And incredibly hot, and incredibly worth it, he said. He bent down and warmly kissed my cock one more time before releasing me, and then leaning back onto the bed next to me. It was a tight fit on such a tiny bed, but I didn’t really care.

  “Have you ever… done something like that before?” I asked him, and when I turned to look at him I couldn’t believe that Tommy was right here in bed with me.

  He shook his head. “No,” he said, smiling a little. “Never somewhere I could have been caught.”

  “Well I gotta say, I’m thrilled that you caught me,” I said, with a laugh.

  “Me too,” he responded. He hesitated for a moment, as if he was calculating something behind his eyes, before leaning in and kissing me once more.

  “Wow,” I said, as he pulled away. “I had… no idea any of this was going to happen. Things like this don’t just happen to me.”

  “Me either,” Tommy said, lying back with one arm propped under his head.

  “What are you talking about?” I said, grinning. “Everyone loves you. I bet you get all kinds of action.”

  He met my eyes. “Never with someone like you,” he said softly.

  “What do you mean, someone like me?”

  He hitched an eyebrow. “Well, for one, someone who acts like some sort of shy wallflower throughout all of college and then turns out to be a filthy, dirty-talking exhibitionist,” he said with a smile.

  “Does it even count as exhibitionism if we didn’t get caught?” I asked.

  He shrugged. “I don’t fucking know. Whatever it was, it was hot as hell.”

  “You’re damn right about that,” I said, leaning over and kissing beneath his jaw.

  “God, Ethan, we have to do this again,” Tommy said, arching back onto the bed.

  “Anytime you want me, I’m yours,” I said.

  And finally, I wasn’t ashamed to say it.

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  Seeing Sunrise

  What do you do when a one-time hookup becomes your summertime roommate?

  Jesse Chase is in Colorado just for the summer, and he is determined to have fun. It’s his last summer of freedom before graduating from college, and during his first week in town, he has a sexy hookup in a bar with a hot, mysterious man. The connection is explosive, but afterward, the guy refuses to meet up again.

  But two days later, Jesse finds out that that same man will be his roommate for the rest of summer…

  "Is this how you get all the guys?"

  "Not all the guys act like you."

  Nathan Stanford is still hurting after his engagement crumbled almost two years ago. He’s fully focused on his work as a photographer, and he’s definitely not looking for a serious relationship. But when he meets the young, intriguing Jesse in a bar, he can’t hold himself back.

  He never expected to end up living with Jesse for the whole summer. He’s completely afraid of taking things any further, but at the same time, he can’t pull away…

  “Stay with me. Just for tonight.”

  Soon, Nathan is pulled into Jesse’s life. He’s forced to photograph a wedding that Jesse is catering, and ends up bringing Jesse on an overnight camping trip soon after.

  It soon becomes clear that their feelings can’t be ignored, and what they thought was a summer fling could be so much more….

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  Seeing Sunrise is a 60,000 word steamy, emotional MM romance, with slight May/December themes - HEA ending guaranteed.

  Breaking the Record

  “When will I see him again? And why do I want to so badly?”

  Ben Lakeland owns a failing record store in small-town Welling, New York, and it's the last place he wants to be. Everything used to be easy: watching football with his frat buddies, drinking beer, and being popular in school. But at 24 years old, everyone else seems to have grown up but Ben. Each day the same: work, run, eat, and sleep, all on his own.

  Until he meets Julian.

  Everything changes when the mysterious and intriguing new customer enters his store. Who is this man who looks like he walked straight out of a rock band, with his tattoos, leather jacket, and icy blue eyes? And more importantly, why can't Ben stop thinking about him?

  “Would you ever do something like that? You know… kiss a guy?”

  Julian Hart just wanted to start fresh. Dumped by his last boyfriend in New York City, he thought Welling would be different - he could focus on pursuing his master’s degree without the constant anxiety of dating.

  But there's only one shop in town to feed his endless record collecting habit, and a friendly, muscular jock works the front counter. Why is he so nice to Julian? And why can't Julian seem to stop his habit of crushing hard on gorgeous straight guys?

  “Can you come home with me? I just don’t want to be alone tonight…”

  The two men can't stay away from one another, and as hard as they try, their feelings aren't going away. Ben struggles to navigate what his attraction to Julian might mean. Julian knows he can't have Ben—and that's exactly why he wants him so bad.

  Julian agrees to help Ben try to save the record store. But business and music are quickly forgotten when the two of them discover things they didn’t think were possible.

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  Breaking the Record is a 70,000 word slow-burn, steamy, emotional MM romance, with a first time gay story and mild hurt/comfort - HEA ending guaranteed.

  Can’t Stop Now: First Time Gay Romance

  “I’m driving 3,000 miles across the country.”

  “You should take me along…”

  Will Stetson just graduated from college, and with his degree in Fine Arts, he has no career prospects. He’s a talented artist with no direction, but what bothers him even more is that he can’t find love. He’s flirty, friendly, and openly gay, but he doesn’t want just a hook-up, he wants to find a boyfriend who will truly love him.

  Jacob Reitner is a tall, muscular jock who also just graduated and is ready to start his new job. But what will his life be like without his soccer team, business club, and jock friends? After the breakup with his girlfriend, he decides to drive across the country, to his new job in California, all alone. At least until he meets Will… how can a guy make him feel so good?

  “You’d be perfect for me if only you could ever love me back.”

  On a whim, Jacob meets Will and ends up inviting him on the road trip of a lifetime. But can Jacob resist the feelings he begins to develop for Will? Or will the trip transform them into much more?

  “Because I’m falling for you. Or I already have fallen for you.”

  Can’t Stop Now is a 55,000-word, standalone first time gay/straight to gay romance with a HEA, no cheating, no cliffhangers. Packed with steamy, adult MM scenes.

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  On A Business Trip: Straight to Gay MM Erotica (Short Story)

  Max is on a business trip alone in a beautiful city. He’s lonely until he meets Riley, the cute, young gay doorman at his fancy hotel. But if Max is straight, why does he keep thinking about Riley?

  Riley helps Max up to his hotel room, then helps him unwind in more ways than one. Will Max and Riley spend just one hot night together, or discover that they just can’t keep their hands off each other?

  MM Gay / Straight to Gay / Seduced Erotica Short, 18+ Explicit Content

  Eric's First Time: MM Erotic Short (Short Story)


  Eric had no idea what he was getting into. Newly single, he didn’t even want to go to the club on this chilly, rainy night. But when his friend drags him along, he finds himself submitting to someone he never expected: a man. The mysterious and strong bartender takes Eric for a ride for the first time, and perhaps many more…

  MM Gay / Straight to Gay / Seduced Erotica Short, 18+ Explicit Content

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